months & weeks & days & hours of pure hardwork. prowling over thick set of notes. sleepless nights. meals forgotten. handwritten notes in ink, sweat, blood & tears, & hours spent over writing those meticulous pointers & mindmaps. & it's finally over. this feels weird. especially not seeing HuiLing 姐姐 for econs tuition, & studying with friends at JE library.

the funniest incident during one of the many study-dates, was this small kid who was sitting next to me, opposite him, while his mum went off elsewhere. we were kinda like babysitting that Pri1 kid doing his assessment books. his small friend came along, looked at my friend & said, "your daddy arh?" (in chinese) & i burst out laughing (tried to suppress it into a soft giggle but failed) & he kicked me. people were throwing us either dirty or harrassed looks. that was quite cute.


rightt!


i miss seeing HuiLing 姐姐 already. she's leaving for Aust soon. everyone i love are like flying away to Aust. i know it's short-term but still i'll really miss her & all. i think i get attach to things, people etc too easily lol she's damn pro in her econs. she's like the top 4 in her cohort & get to go to Aust for oversea studies for a year. she's my inspiration & my angel who saved me from econs. hearts!

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9:19 PM

the first time i went out with guys. or maybe this is actually the second time if you include the time with ZhiYao to BukitTimah Centre for Gradnight stuff. actually, it's 3 guys, Jackson, TeeYien & their friend, YongXiang.


Jackson & me just walked around Cathay (it's a new building!) & it's quite quiet, that's why i like it. there's a display showcase of antique cameras at the 2nd floor if i'm not wrong.. anyway, it was really interesting. love such stuff. & for some mysterious reason, the box office is on level one, & the theatre itself is at the top floor. kinda like Bugis. the other two turned up in time for the movie & we watched Battle of the Wits. okay, & this is damn dumb. the sitting arrangement, A-Z right? & so K should be somewhere in the middle right? but it reverse. retarded. hmm..the movie was alright, the company was rowdy hahaa. okay, i guess guys are like that. Milo's abit ra-ra at times too.


they sent me back home after movie, & no i didnt join them for dinner. i told them i ate, but of cos...i didnt. hey, it was a white lie. it's not big secret that i'm a super fussy eater, & i eat real slow. so it'll be really awkward to have people staring at you while you're eating. so, no thanks. TeeYien was complaining about me moving cos BukitBatok's quite far from TiongBahru. okay...& i was interrogated along the way. it's just...they ask qns that my friends dont usually ask me. i mean, do you go around asking people, "is your mum very strict??" or "will you come out with us again?" or "what do you think of Jackson?? then what you think of me???" etc. it's just weird. rightt.


quote from movie: Universal love is the only path towards peace

hear!

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11:57 PM

[sniffles] damn it. sick during 'A' levels. this cannot possibly get any worst. felt really sick halfway through econs paper & the teacher asked if i needed to rest or extra time. shit. i feel damn bad. i hope my econs will turn out alright, & wont let HuiLing 姐姐 down. i did managed to complete my essays so hopefully i'll get a pass...


& thanks for walking me home...
gahh...
i feel horrid..

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9:10 PM