if it can happen once, it'll happen again.
skipped lecture again, & head off to library again.
again, again & again.
was actually rushing for econs lecture after SGP society lecture ended, but caught myself midway, & pondered over the opportunity costs.
photocopy notes or econs lecture?
chose the former.

it's always like that isnt it?
when we first skipped Chinese lecture, we started skipping every subsequent lectures.
hahaa
things like that tend to repeat especially when it's as desirable as cookies.
stealing is wrong, & that likens to us skipping lectures.
but the end result, for stealing cookies is so very very sweet.
though for skipping lectures...it'll probably affect my econs grade.

bag almost gave way again cos it's simply too heavy.
bro suggested that i should had just gotten a Crumpler bag: at this rate you're going..all the bags you bought add up to a better Crumpler bag!

oh&yes, bro's all excited that i'm moving out to hostel.
he'll have two rooms that way & that guy had been eyeing at my room ever since we moved here in Jan.
mother was against it & kept demanding for explanations.
after much curt/short explanations & insistence + stubborness on my part that i just want to learn to live by myself & more independent instead of a sheltered kid, she gave up.
added that since i put it that way, she wont be giving me anymore allowances, neither will she pay for the hostel fee.
nothing at all.
so i'm pretty much all for myself, on my own.
the hostel fee is not so much of a problem, cos mum did said that i can use the money i've been saving up in my bank account.
my girls think that this is really immature of me, & just looking for trouble.
i think this will build character.
i'll go through this no matter how hard it'll be.
if i want to, i will & i can..
does that make sense to any of you?

i think dad knows about this too, & they're trying to make things up for me.
how?
for instance, they asked if i'll like to upgrade my hp to this or that new model, or if i'll like the expensive disney hp (mickey mouse) that i'd been eyeing since JC2.
or if i'll like to go to some fancy restaurant for dinner.
answer: i'm very pleased with my current hp & my taste buds are used to cheap school food & bread. fancy food will be thrown up in a fanciful rainbow of colours.

but still rather sad after what brother said.
he insisted on fixing up a nice desktop theme (WinCustomise) so that my laptop will look pretty.
but he failed.
cos laptop is just too lag.
in the end, he said that he'll burn all the nice songs that i like for me, so that i'll have music to listen to while in hostel.


...


very touched.
really.
silly brother.

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lunched with Esther & Lala.
another catching up session.
i'd never talked this much for so long.
okayy..it'd only been 2days plus but it seems much longer.
we so need each other.
& Lala went out with Sharm after lunch! lucky ducks!
still shopping & movie!!
not that i fancy that, but i'll love to head off to EastCoast or WestCoast soon!
& to meet up with my NTU babes! :) hearts!

& he messaged again.
& i turned him down again.
"i want to study.." i said
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dancing & twirling,
you're having all the fun
♥♥♥