for those who have never come across this phrase -"Nolite te bastardes carborundorum", it means "dont let the bastards get you down!" & i wont. i promise.

love is like the wind. you cant see it, but can only feel it. & being happy is a decision, not a hope. happiness comes from deep within. really really deep within. just have to look for it. to work it.

will you be a faded memory?

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anyway, today's my last day with 'em little thinkers. i'm so going to pine for them. it's just too much of a coincidence that this 2 issues just clashes on the same day. it's like double-blow. so anal. he's due for NS today, plus my last day with my little thinkers. it's hard enough to hide behind this facade smile for two weeks, & now, i'm losing two of which are important to me.

feel a sudden emptiness. at least there's there was something to love for, but now it's all gone in a gust of the wind. felt really sad by the end of the day. the kids were still smiling & waving their goodbyes, shouting "see you tmr cher!!bye-bye!" i almost burst into tears when they said that to me, but held those tears back for a few seconds longer till their retreating silhouette fade into the distance, & i could see them no more. it has been a wonderful 2 weeks with them. it has been 2 glorious weeks. i'll miss them. hugs & hearts.

i've realised now that i can live without all of these heartaches, just like how i lived before i met him.

will miss those days we play together! mak!

& stay away from candies.

♥♥♥

myheart draws adream
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