we walked to Esplanade, then to Marina Square for lunch at FoodLoft. it was awful. at least for the three of us it is. the previous times with GradNight Comm & WaiYing was alot more nicer. especially with WaiYing. ordered lots of dim-sum & just start chowing down, with fruit fondue for finale. started walking around Marina Sq, & the girls were shopping again. we didnt walk alot mainly because they didnt want me to sweat, plus i was wearing heels. chilled at CoffeeBean, with hot vanilla. they were trying to calm my nerves & started thinking up of qns that they wanted to ask BoonTat. fotos taken! yesh i dressed up! but it's because it's a smart casual event kay hahahaa that's a sad excuse! it's tiring to dress up even though i do like it at times!
me in my kickass rooom!!
us again! it's our duty to share vision of loveliness with the world! that's a lame excuse for camwhore
est & lala~
ohya, he's a primary 6 classmate, but we never talked. didnt liked my class, so naturally i didnt talk to anyone much, except Beverly. but we were separated in class, so...P6 was pretty much the worst year in my life. still in contact with a couple of them, like TeeYien, KahHeng & Beverly. & i never really bother to remember names or talk to anyone else. just dont like them. so dont count on it.
some of the qns they thought of were so lol & i know i had to stop them from talking to him, else they freak him out next. the whole Navy event was...quite boring cos there wasnt much. their so-called coke vodka (more like coke) left early & started walking all the way from Orchard to Tiong Bahru. but took the bus back home. mum phoned & that i had to iron bro's school uniform & sew some scout badges. cousin was helping me to revive my internet connection! damn nice of him to help get a new router & set up...those things with all those big words that makes my head hurts. yesh. those things.
we talked alot about our school & lots of memories came back. memories of the past. tears threathen to fall though i fight to hold them back. really love those days back in JJ then, & i know i'll really miss it. those days when i just sit at the Grandstand & laugh at ODAC (or maybe more of Rasyid & ZhiYao), telling them that they run ugly & got tease back at. there's this foto of me standing in front of the scale that measures our height! wicked! told me to hold a card saying "little ms very very tall!" & stood in front of the height thing, at 1.58m! bfft. & when i looked at him from afar, watching him play basketball. movie & mahjong maranthon through the night during shooting club camp. card games & whatever shit we did in class. walking tgt to the dessert shop & sit there for hours. travelling to WestCoastPark & act like kids. outings to Sentosa... the best two years of my life. & now, most of my friends are in NTU, while i'm stuck in NUS. at least i still have Esther & Lala. they're damn nice. when i couldnt decide between NTU Psychology or NUS FASS, 05A06 were like, "go for it! NUS is really much better! you're lucky to get into FASS cos it's not easy...you'll do well kay? we believe in you! go for it!" just laughed & hugged. we really tried to make it sound happy & casual...but ever since all the camps & sch talks began, we could hardly find a day to go out tgt. i've cramped my timetable into 3 days, in hope that during those two vacant days will clash with theirs so that we can hang out like we used to. hmm..let me be in serenity & indulge in the sounds of mystery. my own thoughts & feelings. away till i've sort out my thoughts. decide what i want. how things shld go. mum said that i can always transfer to NTU, but added that i'll probably make new friends soon enough in NUS. i'm thinking econs. HuiLing jie-jie is still so strong an inspiration to me now. i miss her alot too. i miss everyoneee back from jj dayyyys!!!
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