Hearts the sound of red/yellow/orange leaves crackling under my footsteps.
I've set my mp3 on pause, just to take it all in.
I feel brand new, walking through the depth of fallen leaves, taking my time walking down the hill with a few leaves dancing around.

Don't stop now.

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There's this particular RP survey which is about friendship, kinship & love.
It brings back nice memories.
It reminded me of how the funny funny things we did in the past.
It makes tickle in my mouth.

Doesnt it make you happy to see the autumn colours? splashes of red, orange & yellow over green pastures.

I think it's beautiful.

I've grown so accustomed to waking up at 6am every weekday just to watch the sunrise while brushing my teeth. Just to watch the light cast over the scene before me, brightening up the colours of nature.

I wish i was somewhere else. with autumn.
I love the four seasons.
There's always something nice about each if you look hard enough. with your heart.

But i guess with technology & advancement, most of us don't feel anything about the seasons & the small variations between each.
We have our air-condition on during the summer/warmer days, & heaters on during the colder days/winter.
Perhaps there aint much trees around in more developed cities to appreciate the gradual change in colours of the leaves, to watch the squirrels running up & down the trees, to watch the birds fly south in their V-formation.


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passby jj today.
The forever familiar basketball court + synthetic field + thewallwithpimples + ODACobstacle courses + the track + grandstand & the same old blue building.
The same old good old building.
How we used to complain that the school lacks colour.
He had his reasons. We had ours.
I realised how attached i was more to the 'outdoors-area' of the school.
How we played badminton basketball netball & the titter-totter board every other day.
& the beautiful sunflowers. seeing them smile makes my face brighten up.
All the cryings & laughings at the grandstand, when i still had you by my side. Even though i pushed you away time & again. I'm sorry. & thanks for all the 'let-it-all-out' sessions.
Remember the flying fox? That was hell loads of fun. oofah!
I miss the food. I love almost every stall! The Malay foodstall was the best.

Cafe was seriously over-priced. Lucky us, ice-cream stall is sooo affordable!
I miss CCA days.
How fun was it to end my training session within an hour, & "fighting" to get my turn done & over with, just so i can watch you at training from the grandstand?
Good times! Ever so beautiful.

I miss jj.
&yes, i know i'm always saying this, but that's b/c i really really do...
Suddenly, i keep seeing people in NUS who resemblance friends/people from jj.
theory is: i miss you all too much that i'm having hallucinations.
It's just so sad it's only 2years.
My birthday wish, to get hold of some form of time machine/remote to hit restart button & pause there. Just stay a little longer.

Shit. Crying.
I love you all & miss you all so much.
& no i didnt cry on the bus.





okayy maybe a little.
passed-by your house too.

♥♥♥