
"This is an old-fashion fire alarm.."
firedrill today at 1032.
was at Central Library.
the point is, there was a notice about the fire drill being scheduled on one of the days from 22nd Oct to 27th Oct.
& it just had to be today.
lectures/tutorials/meetings were disrupted, people streaming down the stairs, some dumb dumbs waiting by the lift, & yes, i was one of them.
i mean, hey, we all know this is fake, & i'm at the 5th floor, & i'm not about to go down by foot.
but the security guard still chased us off towards the winding staircase.
lasted for about 30mins?
orange strawberry lemonade is uber invigorating! :)
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received a couple of birthday presents recently, & well, looking at the foto collage made for me, with fotos way back from JC1 to not too long ago (Aug), it made me feel like i've toned down quite alot.
this is not self-praise.
i repeat, this is not self-praise.
i'm not even sure if 'toning down' is supposed to be good or bad in my context.
but the gifts were pretty! :)
thank you so much! it's really really sweet!

JJ days: first foto was in the very starting in JC1, then 17th birthday at LT5. the rest JC2- before 'A' levels, 'A' levels.

post JJ days: Jan, July, Aug. (Jan to June-butch cut fotos missing)
okayy. i so prefer JJ days! esp in sch uniform! :) hearts!
so damn carefree then.
& personally, the last foto doesnt seem right.
after all, it's a reflection.
a reflection of whom i'm not.
-gah. bimbo blog not.
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EL1101 test (CA2) was a killer.
i am so dead.
i'm praying like mad now & hoping that my first CA was alright & will pull up CA2 marks.
i've like got no idea what the hell i was writing.
& estee complained that i was fast.
no i wasnt dear.
i just skipped every single freaking question till i could skip no more.
got back EL1101 project's results.
we passed. 19/30
my group members were quite disappointed, cos they expected something better.
i'm really afraid i'd let them down.
& i'm starting to feel the pressure of working in a group.
it's like..i think my tutor will return it to us, & we'll know which part went wrong.
afriad my part was irrelevant & brought them down.
& another thing, is my SGP project.
i know it's silly to be worrying over it, especially when we had just handed it in.
but, if it's not me, it's him.
if it's not him, then of cos it's me.
cant you see this is why i rather work on it by myself instead of in a group?
at least if i did badly, only my grades are affected.
& it wont affect others.
& i'll only have to answer to myself.
now, suddenly i have to answer to so many people.