when you have either teddy or books to play with.
& no, the bear in the foto above is not Mr Fazums.

rightt. entire afternoon spent in the photocopy room, infringing photocopying regulation.
references entirely devoted to SGP society module.
really tiring. feel like i'm part of the BraveNewWorld.
been neglecting the newspaper since..when mid-term was about to start.
have to make up for it somehow.


but that's not all that happened today.

start off with Econs tutorial.
it has been weeks since the last tutorial, & that equates to how long i'd been neglecting economics. for my part. tutoring Lydia & junior not taken into consideration.
there're alot more calculations now. maths stuff.
concepts fuzzy.


second last EL1101 tutorial today.
despite that one hour being totally unproductive, it's kinda relaxing & just crap with Pamela, XinHui, June or Eleanor :)
concepts fuzzy.

last SGP tutorial.
feel kinda depress..
because it's the last tutorial, & even though i'm always very confused at the end of it..
the tutorial's nice. the lecturer - Dr Saroja is nice, the tutor - Robin is nice, the classmates are nice, & the module itself is nice!
it has been a fun tutorial & one of my fav, & that's saying something, cos the other fav is psychology tutorial.
that's all.
time flies.
concepts fuzzy.

& another thing is, i think Jason's disappointed with the term paper grade.
B+
do i need to go into detail?
i hope you know.

& something hit me today.
we're really shaped by our environment.
been wondering for quite some time if this particular guy, who's really vocal in tutorial, is a sociology major. but i thought he was year1, so dismissed that thought. turns out that he's a year2. i think. & i didnt even asked for his name. it's just that his concepts are really strong, the damn power kind. & this other guy, who's also really vocal, speculate that he's majoring in economics. just can sense it. his analytical skill is quite similar to Jason's, & he's a econs major.

what we'd learned, shaped our perception.
& a lecturer told me this: "we learn a thing because we hope to understand it better. at this current level, your aim is to understand. at the next level, you may offer new understandings."

another thing that happened in tutorial today.
there's this girl (& again, i have no idea what's her name. gahh) who asked where i lived. turns out that she lives next block! same as my cousin, except that she lives on the 21st floor.
small small world..
& recently found out that alot of ex-classmates live aorund this area:
ShiYing, cousin, HuiQin, Jeremy, Benjamin, JiaYi, WenLi, Jocelyn, ZhongTeck, ShiYuan, JiaYu & my current classmate too.

the Melodie at home = hair like some cock, super nerdy specs + oversized jj t-shirt + fbt shorts + flipflops
in short, sotong-monkey look.
lmao. cousin & Milo always comment that i look like nerd zombie at home.
totally different image from school.

oh& the girl said that she has a dog.
coolness! wanted to ask if her dog eats cat, & if it does, i'll love to borrow it for a while.
neighbour has a cat, which enjoys peeing on slippers & recently started playing with Milo's shoes & dragged it around by the shoelace.
& it's so sly & cunning! just sneaked into the house unnoticed & started walking around.
mum really hit the roof that time.
i was on its side. that mum + Milo + dad shouldnt keep criticising it, & that it's actually really adorable.
that was before it pee-ed on my slippers. twice.
& it's starting to stalk me home.
gahh.


ran into HuiQin while heading to the library...
[shoe came off]
"Cinderelli!!"
"HuiQin!!"
"your shoe came off hahaa shoe so cute!"
[talk talk talk]

HuiQin reminded me something.
something which triggered off happy happy memories.
she said this: "i miss the orientation with you!"
yesh yesh..

flashback:
HuiQin..you dont have sleeping bag is it?
[nods] i didnt thought we'll be sleeping much & it's just one night..
but it'll be freaking cold in the middle of the night..you want to share sleeping bag?
[smiles] okayy! thx!!

yesh..that was so funny sweet.

using sleeping bag as a blanket
freaking cold
cuddled together
the hall ceiling was beautiful
without my specs, only the glowing lightsticks were visible
still hanging from the pretty pretty balloons


that was really nice.
people kept staring at me while i was smiling away to myself, & photocopying at the same time.
gahh. super throw face i know.

SouthAsian lecture today was confusing.
more confusing than ever.
there were so many things i wanted to ask the lecturer.
concepts fuzzy.

head off to TiongBahruPlaza after lecture ended at 2000.
there were pretty cupcakes! double chocolate! sorely tempted to buy, but my hands were full.
met ShiYing at the bus-stop! same block.
told you this is a small world.

like how cousin Edwin knows him & TeeYien.
this world is seriously too small.

at TiongBahruPlaza, was looking at instand cook-food & frozen food, when out of the blue, this guy from pri sch who used to bully+tease+make fun of me called me.
look spastic.
he kept talking, asking me questions, while i was edging away, & giving short replies & he pressed on. & people were staring.
& this guy at the cashier kept staring.

people should learn that it's rude to stare.
causes me great discomfort+nervous.
hate people looking/staring at me for more than 3seconds.
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another thing is about Wikipedia.
advised strongly not to rely too much on it.
Kiat How will freak if he knows this. i think.
hahaa!

lastly, on Dharma.
very very fuzzy with regards to this topic.
going insane.
is it a law? religion?
the lecturer said that it's a social order, but it has notions that are similar to religious beliefs.
concepts fuzzy.

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