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not much updates
life been revolving around rotting, chocolates, a bad throat, mahjong, tvi, eating & sleeping & breathing
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went back to jj the other day to fetch brother after his orientation camp
he withdrew from school for personal reasons
took a few fotos
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it wasnt easy taking it all in
being an emotional being, i really...
love those days.
& dad wasnt helping, making loud remarks, breaking it all down.
didn't wander far
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& met up with WeeEng, who couldn't recognised me at first, for lunch at a hawker near Queensway
bought the jap food for me all the way from his school
new Queensway skirt looks better in terms of colour..
but length wise, it's still too long & looks pretty awful
the new PE attire is worst
it's PURPLE!! & jersey kind material
colour of house around the collar
speechless
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& so far, new timetable really sucks.
school everyday & the timing is so off
full day - 0900 to 1800 w/o break
& the other lessons are spread out to one lecture/tutorial per day
timing goes like this - 1600-1800, 1200-1400, 1800-2000, 1700-2200 etc
still waiting for certain class timetable to be uploaded
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& i've decided not to meet up after all
but he ran out
it's as if he knew i'd showed up but just didnt take up that empty seat next to him
watched him ran down the street searching
raindrops falling hp ringing tears falling
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this IS for the better
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& turned down the offer from the company
it's a 5 session training course on catwalking, makeup & the likes of it
sponsored 2000$ training course
there were 3 auditions & the pay is really attractive
probably cover up hostel fees
passed the auditions, but the final decision still lies with me
so i turned them down
after much serious considerations
the opportunity cost is unthinkable
it's either i quit school, go for full-time, or give up this opportunity & focus on studies a.k.a fulltime mugger
chose the latter
& they thought that was pretty stupid of me
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& had dinner with fam on new year eve at Ajitei
they had another disagreement
& by they, i meant mum & dad
not me, not brother
it's the usual personality conflicts
dad blamed it on PMS
mum got mad at me when i asked about CNY day 3
but didnt thought it was deliberate
my point is...
i know she doesn't like those uncles & aunties & all those visiting etc
but i happen to love my cousins
& Edwin cant make it on day1, only day3 & i was so looking forward to CNY & won't mind visiting cousin Serene & Florine's house & all that
but she does
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i wish his officer will suffer from amnesia & forget he ever put Edwin on guard duty
cast a spell or something
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& despite a serious attempt to make it sound like a normal movie & going out kind of thing, people started interrogating whether KahHeng is my boyfriend
i had it.
& something more amusing is that people thought Edwin's my boyfriend just because we've been spamming each other's "wall" (a facebook feature)
they're enjoying it
you would have thought they had unlimited out-going calls & smses
been appearing online less lest be harassed
incessant beepings..
gahh this is getting ridiculous
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& Est & me had decided to advocate singlehood
but think she's just saying it now
not meaning it on her part
losing sanity
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