& this starts off with what looks like an innocent post..
a post about the catching-up sessions & love-lunches with my lovelies.
haa

term break at the moment
much going out over the past few days.
good&bad.
depening from which point you're looking at.
from my point of view, it's painted. black.

anyway, quick brief update
catching up session with ZhiYao the other day
my first ben&jerry's
was quite mad when he didnt mentioned anything about his shin injury nor flu/cough (falling sick) over the phone & msn.
& yet he's still out.
walked slowly.
& malted milkshake strawberry milkshake is much more worth the bucks than the regular milkshake (Swensens)
malted version at Marina Sq, fills up to 3 tall glasses of milkshake! 3X the regular.
that was damn goot!
damn goot.
& more love strawberries!
nydc dinner; the usual
elephantino-cino chocolate milk thing..
gah.
can never get the spelling right
but that's why i love it even more
weird spellings that make people go round & round
movie (the L movie) with KahHeng & TeeYien
was better than i thought
show lasted about 2hours plus
ran into Angel & Coreen the other day after one of the project meetings
at Bugis
a new bag right after my white puma bag (17+ months old) gave way
the threads (previously was lousy-ly sewn) split & coins all over the place
& i'm pretty sure some are still left lying around Bugis Junction level 1
new bag is more spacious, big, waterproof, cheap.
it's the cheapest i can find at Bugis Village, so no complaints
though Esther thought it looks "auntie", while dear thought it's "classy" & made a prophecy that goes like this:
'within the next 10 years, Melodie-san will get a LV bag or something similar, meaning stupidly branded bags at exorbitant prices'
Superdog with my dearests
and it was uber delicious!
especially the iced-chocolate milk! ;q
i'm not one who'll take iced drinks, but actually finished the chocolate milk with the ice still in shape
& that says something.
the chicken ripper was good
rather costly if there wasn't offer
their fish'n'chips is pretty good too! kinda like Swensens according to dear
& their fries wasn't that salty
tartar sauce..MOS burger still the best! haa!
but i guess it's not very filling for guys?
dear thought the portion was rather small
but the chocolate milk was goot!
& i should really give the chocolate milk a rest now.
so anyway, SuperDog is new love! fav fastfood, & before MOS burger! haa!
it all boils down to them having chocolate milk! ;q
lunched with my girls at Al-ameen
butter-chicken + butter naan for me
& the usual milo dinosaur
it's damn nice! the combi was just uber delicious & satisfying
bro cooked the other day for me
french toast
it was..okayy
edible.
on a side note, home for term break because dad claimed that there's no one at hostel during the break & it's way too dangerous etc etc etc.
but that wasn't what convinced me to stay.
it was when granny came by with bags & bags loaded with my fav food, back from the market
she's cooking for me
didn't want to waste her efforts in getting all the ingredients, thus stayed
the way she's feeding me this week, it's like as if she thinks i'm malnutritioned in hostel.

bro's school started.
nyjc
& he's not loving it
but jj rock. for me.
his voice is pretty much dimmed. just like my eyes.
life has been sucked out of us by this effing stressful, overloading work
waking up to nightmares
how long can i last?
it seems incredibly surreal
or maybe that's the way i'm wishing it'll be
school has been real lousy
screwed up.
very.
i hate school i hate school i hate school
so tempted to take up Sociology as major & get the hell out of NUS ASAP
get out of my life already.
i want these no more.
last semester, CAP screwed up.
& this semester...
yes i'm damn mad and still mad
after reading teacher's email, asking where the hell our work is,
hell ya.
that's where he's going.

& i missed the flower fest.




another thing is, never
and i mean never ever ever,
turn up on a surprise visit at my hostel
because my face colour may not be very good
it may be either black or white
black, because of school & other equally anal issues
white is because i'm sick. or too hungry.
a big part of my allowance is spent on stationaries, namely pens. black pens.
but point is, msg before arriving at my doorstep

fed up..
with school
with everything
with the freak culture
with incessant buggers
with school
with everything
with the effing bell-curve
with the damn screwed up bidding system
with school
with everything
with pretending to be happy
with acting indifferent to current circumstances
with school
with everything
with school
...

what the hell.
go away already.
freaking mad.

& ohh. leap year.
happy whatever.
& this is coincidentally 100th post.
oh hurray.