Thursday, May 1, 2008
EDITED:
16.
many thanks to the new auntie for keeping the block so clean
:)
u know what?
she even cleaned the top of the fire hose reel thing.
& that was usually what i did everytime the dust is visible...
17.
if today is the last day on Earth, what will you do?
...
i won't know what to do then b/c there's so much that i want to do
the list just keeps getting longer you know
18.
"you know, sometimes, i don't really like myself"
"that's alright, we all feel that way sometimes...think over this anyway, if you're a guy, do you think you'll fall for yourself? if you're a girl, do you think you'll befriend yourself?"
thank you せんせい! that sort of cheered me up
19.
new watches
2 for 10$
a bargain
20.
what's the sound..of one hand clapping?
(i'm trying to prove a point)
21.
they gave a free mouse fish along with my new laptop..
it's a mouse but it's not that kind of mouse
it's a fish.
gah.
i hate not being able to upload fotos
will think of something soon
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& to carry on from where i left off..
1.
successfully screwed up semester 2 final exams.
yay.
2.
debt.
b/c i've gotten my new macbook.
so in total, 3k$
oh & it's the black one.
3.
did i mention the fighting fishes are gone?
bye byee smelly king 1 to 3, and smelly bitch
room was like..there were mosquitoes thanks to them
but anyway they're gone!
4.
skin allergies? is it?
it just turns red suddenly and it'll itch for no reason
gah.
5.
i love island cremery! :)
6.
have to move out of hostel soon.
that very thought is making me feel sad
dreading...
7.
learned that liking/loving someone, doesn't mean that you have to possess him
i think i've make the right decision
i'll really be happy as long as he is..
yupp yupp
so, conclusion is: i'm still young. let go before it gets deeper
8.
i want to be a skinny bitch
9.
i think my boy looks damn cute in mickey mouse top
couldn't suppress the grin
とてもかわいいですよ! (very adorable!)
10.
came up with a new strategy for next semester
it's always a learning-from-mistake thing.
11.
advocate singlehood. perhaps.
b/c i hate heartbreaks, crying
it's a shame in a way cause i feel that i may not ever be able to find the right one for me
but then again, why would i go on a search again when i know what the end will be
what good is love when it keeps on hurting me?
so i'm making a promise, perhaps, never to settle
12.
intending to look for a job along the f'n'b industry
preferable at Provence, NYDC, Disney cafe, or perhaps even Munchie Monkey in NUS
intending to work and study at the same time & this calls for better time management!
13.
to alter the dresses i bought over the past months (never worn cause i think it's long)
14.
recently, woeilin introduced me online shopping sites.
i'm in so much trouble if mum is ever going to check my bankbook.
but i'm starting to hate online shopping b/c the things are like..
they'll arrive in 3-4 weeks time
are they insane?
i can't last that long
3 bags gave way, & 1 pair of flipflop gave way as well
badly in need of bags and proper flipflops
i've gotten this pretty patent sandal online, which sadly, is going to arrive like 3-4weeks later
keep checking to see if i'm alive by then
i just need to get so much things
15.
i'm spending so much on food that it's disgusting
i told myself, that was it.
& the next moment, i'm walking towards the stall for waffles. again
and he's not helping.
he'll be like, hey you want ice-cream from Mac?
gah.
face is evidently rounder.
mad hair (need a haircut some time soon) and double chin and other tell-tale signs of..fats.
oofah.
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just last night, went out clubbing right after paper ended, but it was damn crowded. god. zouk was like..the queue was all the way till the street opposite and MOS was damn packed and everywhere else was full house. settled for Clinic while waiting for a couple of other people. had the usual mocktail. mambo nighted. breakfasted and back to hostel, starting to feel more sober now.
alright. back to studies. & oh. b/c this laptop is new, & i've yet to explore the other functions (just been using Words and Powerpoint..you get the idea) promise to load fotos up soon. but oh. handphone battery went flat last night, so sorry for the late replies. really sorry.
anyway, about exams, the notes didn't make sense to me. was staring intently at it but no super-heat-vision came nor did the notes just burst into flames. i could have then said, "sorry sir my notes were on fire so i didnt study..do you think..." he laughed and said that i sounded like some kid making up tall excuses about forgetting to do their homework. ohyah. great idea. i could have just told the Animal Behavior lecturer, "my dog ate my notes." the ironic part is, i wrote those notes myself. but they're still not making sense to me. neither did the qns paper. ohwait. Q23-25 makes some sense though. like 6 out of 50 qns. left when the clock struck 1800, while the rest were still in the middle of it.
yea. it was that screwed up.
♥♥♥
xoxo,
melodie
myheart draws adream
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